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In this note, dated Whit Sunday 1933, Langgaard refers to a conversation he had with Constance, in the course of
which he reports himself as saying: All this [continued on the other side of the paper] made me quite unsuited to live a normal life. If things had gone better for me, I probably would have been able to live more naturally. I think it was because I loved music so much, and later I have become very angry... The terrible thing about my life is that my soul is not in harmony with the conditions I live under. I miss my music and my organ. Notes lying dead in the drawer of my desk are nothing to me". In other notes from this period Langgaard writes about a physical unrest which he cannot define, and which has bothered him since he was 16. He finally diagnosed it himself as a homosexual tendency. |
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